Saturday, July 17, 2010

daily yakity yakity yak yak :-O

today..yessshhh raining again..yet i loike it! tee hee..yawwwnnn :-O
so tired..yet the show must go on…reading my fav mags..CLEO dat is..flipping thru n juz trying to get some inspirations..even i forgot what is inspiration now…yeeeeeeeessshh!! lookin’ thru the fashions..the do’s and dont’s ..whats hot from the runways and the streets..new makeups..oh i wish i can upload now..the fact is im not using my own laptop and im using my bro’s broadband..and now im working…hahaha….i cant online at home ler…bill not yet paid…yet if i pay ‘em,i’m not gonna use ‘em all d time..yer..yuck! i hate dat..and i cant bring my lappy anywhere..i need a lappy that is convenient to bring around..plus i must have a kick ass broadband to match ler..not the lauya one..if u know what i mean lah..hahaha…back to the fashion thingy..well…i tink i already hav the INSPIRATIONS i needed..tee hee..i guess so..looking at the apparel they wore,makeups they do…im proud to say dat JUDITH’s BACK!!!! hahaah…
to think back what the hell im taking those safety course juz freaks me out…i think i’ve made a mistake..i dont belong there..DAMN YOU! my place is where the fashions and beauty at..hahahaha…now the misakes i’ve made is just the past..so now gotta held my HEAD up high and MOVE on…
no one’s gonna stop me now..i really wanna do what i REALLY wanna do my whole life! FASHION&MAKEUPS..the arts i really love the most…despite what I HAVE now..it doesnt stop me to do my stuff..im preparing my baby to what mommy knows best..tee hee!! i cant wait to see my baby..I <3 u so much!! mommy love you so much TEDDY!! i dunno whether teddy is a girl or a boy..well time will tell..i dun care..as long as teddy is healthy n happy inside there..ugh! stop kicking mommy please…:( mommy sad later ha…bru tau…i Have another 100 days to go!!!
-we <3 u Teddy!!-

Friday, July 16, 2010

rainy..rain rain

How weird it is to see the weather..
so sad..so bad...
and in a matter of seconds...the day cries...
its raining...
pouring hard to the ground...

i'm lookin' outside...
wondering how wonderful it is
to play in the rain...
feel the fresh scent of grass...
but I cant...
i cant bear to get sick...

the rain has stopped..
but it still look sad..sad as can be..
with the coldness of the wind blowing..
sending the sadness to everyone...
especially to me..
the thunder is thumping...
maybe he's angry...
im scared..


yet i have to be strong to face the day...
coz i know its not gonna be easy road for me..
the road ahead it still long and wide...
so many challenges waiting on me...
waiting for me to fall..
yet..
im preparing myself for that day..
the day that would challenge me...

funny how people would ask you some silly questions..
yet you answer them with silly answer...
i do hate people like that..
as if the dont do anything wrong all their lives..
i hate people judging other people...
i dun hate..i just wondering why...


I miss Him...
I miss His Voice...
come back here Teddy...Blue Bear...
I Love YOU...^_^
 

Thursday, July 15, 2010

oh no

its like im updating every seconds now n then..
tee hee...
well coz later at home cannot ma...
all i do is
1.reach home
2.take a loooooong hot shower
3.say hello to the boyfriend
4.after a few yakity yak..then we say:'i love u' n goodnite
5.and then i doze off..(tink so)

im bored..that is what im trying to say to you..
now..its almost 5..yet im still chewing my 20 minutes chewing gum..
tasteless..! yuck!!
hate it!! but needless to say..hahaah..im LAME!

just now been teaching my niece BM...
hahaha woe is me!? me teaching her BM..even I got a big fat C in BM in STPM..let alone teaching kids BM...hahahaha..
anyway,i tink i still have few BM's traces in my head..hahaha..hey! i havent throw away or give away all those BM books okaaaaaayyy?
still got them in the boxes..along with other subjects..
funny how we tend not to throw em or burned em or give them away kn?
i found it TOO SENTIMENTAL..haha with all those little writings,small notes,silly drawings..and so on..u know the rest..hahaha..
looking back during my high school years..i was so lame back then..hahaha..anybody who's with me back then you guys know how i looked like,how i act...anything lah..
i miss u guys...
i miss u guys A LOT!
i guessed its better to remember those days than rewind it back huh?


-LIKE I SAID,,I DO BLAB A LOT! -

this is what im waiting all my sleepless nite...^_^

thanx fynna..tee hee..

i suck!

lately..becoming more lame than ever..
prolly its because of the weather kot..


funnee.....
i dun blog much these days...havent pay the bills...
busy..busy..busy...


i miss my boyfriend..
hey..you know who you are

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Berlebihan


Memang aku yang terlalu mencintai dirimu berlebihan
Memang aku yang terlalu mencintai dirimu berlebihan
 
Maafkan aku
Yang membatasimu
Seakan bahkan hidupmu hanyalah untukku
Aku sadari
Aku yang salah
Selama ini
Kucuriga tanpa alasan
Kuragukan kebebasanmu

Aku cemburu
Hanya cemburu
Saat kamu tak berada di sampingku
Aku tak mau
Suatu saat nanti
Aku sendiri
Tanpa cinta dari dirimu
Ku tak bisa merindukanmu
Aku mau miliki dirimu hanya untukku
Aku cemburu…
Memang aku yang terlalu mencintai dirimu berlebihan
Memang aku yang terlalu mencintai dirimu berlebihan
Suatu saat nanti
Ku sendiri tanpa cintamu
Aku tak mau
Suatu saat nanti
Ku sendiri tanpa cintamu
Aku cemburu
Memang aku yang terlalu mencintai dirimu berlebihan

 

another sunny day

once again..
weird things do happen to me..
i wonder why..hahaha shake it off la JUDITH!!!

its hot outside there..im in here enjoying my aircond ambiance..

i need make up bags!
i need make ups..
i need to go shopping!!!! yerrrr!!! 
tensen tok x membeli barang!!!! aaaaa
tenseeeeeeeeeeeeennn!!!