~ I write sins...not tragedies...~

once again..im writing without thinking...
well..what the hell?? its none of your problems...
all i know is i am what i am..
who are you to judge me??

do you thinking what im thinking?
if you are what you say you are...
then y dont you become who u really are?
why must u hiding behind your own shadow??
why r u keeping the real u from people??

do u feel ashamed of yourself??
do you afraid of what people might think of you??
heyy!! wake up!!
this is the real world!!
u gotta change u attitude...
all u need is some wake up call n attitude adjustments..

gosh...
i've been talking bout me...myself....
Lord...help me...
give me strength to face the reality of life..
dont let me go astray from U...
hold my hand and never let me go...
Have mercy on me Lord...
In you I trust n lift up all my spiritual needs in your merciful hand...

confessions of a shopaholic

oh my..I've been shopping again...dammit!!!
need to slow down..
juz now bought handbags n wedges...(not d kfc punya wedges (: ) heheh
ya lah...but i tink its not ngam with my dress later..aiya...:(

need to fine d perfect one lh..
oh my..God..please help me to slow down on my shopping problems...
hurm...hehe but my chubby finds it so cute...
aiya...:)

adowh...mok tdo lah...
goodnite...i blab a lot...:)

~ my lovely friends~

tonight i went out with 2 of my very best friends...
they make me happy whenever i feel sad..

i love them...
they are my soul mates..
together we build our own dream..
our life,our future...
sing together...
listening to the sound of sea breeze...
feel the coldness...
but in the end there r only three of us..

i love them...
so much....

dedicated to: TIFFANY & ELMER... :)

~ IM NOT OKAY ~

well if you wanted honesty
that's all you have to say..
i never want to let you down or have you go
it's better off this way..
from all the dirty looks..
from photographs your girlfriend took
remember when you broke your foot
from jumping out the second floor...

im not okay...
im not okay...
you wear me out..

well it will take to show you
that its not the life it seems..
i told you time and time again you sing the words
but dont know what they mean
to be a joke and look..
another line without a hook
i held you close as we both shook
for the last time...
take a good hard look

forget the dirty look
the photograph your girlfriend took
you said you read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed

im not o-fuckin'-kay!!!

hujan..

Hujan...
the raindrops fall...
washing away the tears...
washing away the guilt...
washing away the darkness...

Hujan...
longing for the sound of the rain...
leaving the coolness in one's heart..
being one with nature...
choosing to be alone...

Hujan...
why does it takes so long??
why do you have to go??
please come back and make my heart whole...
its killing me inside waiting for you to come...

Hujan...
thank you...
even though you are man made...
i love you so much...

I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE

i dont like you...
u left me
i left u
we left each other...

now we go our own separate ways...
u on your own...
me...im here...
waiting for the stars to fall
waiting for someone to say hello...

you...i wish you the best...
i wish all happiness to you...
u n i both know dat we are not belong to each other...
u go on...
dont wait for me...

i hate u...but i love u...
u go away..
play far-far...(main jauh-jauh)

kenapa saya tak pandai membuat lirik dalam bahasa melayu...

haha...
my BM is not so good...
my english??
no comment
i find it very awkward to write songs,essays whatsoever in BM..
shit..
it sounded so funny..
but its not that i ashamed of it..
im still trying...

dun get mad at me...
im just a kid..living my life in this cruel world...